Signs and symptoms of the manic phase (Bipolar I):

• euphoria, feeling "high"
• agitation, edginess, irritability, restlessness
• racing thoughts, talkativeness
• increased energy, sleeplessness
• inflated self-esteem; grandiosity; poor judgment
• reckless spending sprees or other activities with high potential for painful consequences
• delusions or hallucinations
• drug or alcohol use
• increased sexual drive
• aggressive behavior
• inability to concentrate well

Signs and symptoms of the depressive state:

• abnormally low mood
• sadness and hopelessness
• excessive feelings of guilt and worthlessness
• difficulty concentrating or making decisions
• changes in appetite or weight (increase or decrease)
• fatigue; changes in sleep patterns (increase or decrease)
• loss of self-esteem
• diminished interest in daily activities
• withdrawal from others
• drug or alcohol use
• suicidal thoughts, plans or attempts.
  http://helpguide.org/mental/bipolar_disorder_symptoms_treatment.htm

Wanna know how many of those symptoms I posses?

ALL OF THEM!!!! The last month, were I've been so happy has been almost all the signs of the manic stage. And before that was the depression stage. I live almost all those signs.

Fuck.