[::..What I Dont Know..::]
*sigh* I'm starting to think I dont know how to be happy. All the things that should make me happy, tend to somehow depress me. Thats just not normal.
I'm also starting to think I dont know how to control my emotions. Last night shouldnt have bugged me so much. I shouldnt have felt so alone while surrounded by people. And I shouldnt have come home and ended up crying for half and hour. I shouldnt have thought about how much I really just wanted to sit alone in Subway and talk to Matt.
Just Matt.
In fact, I shouldnt have thought of him at all. We're just friends. And anyting else is just my imagination.
ttyl and better days,
---Rhodes
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
--- Avril Lavigne, Fall To Pieces, Under My Skin
I'm also starting to think I dont know how to control my emotions. Last night shouldnt have bugged me so much. I shouldnt have felt so alone while surrounded by people. And I shouldnt have come home and ended up crying for half and hour. I shouldnt have thought about how much I really just wanted to sit alone in Subway and talk to Matt.
Just Matt.
In fact, I shouldnt have thought of him at all. We're just friends. And anyting else is just my imagination.
ttyl and better days,
---Rhodes
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
--- Avril Lavigne, Fall To Pieces, Under My Skin
Alura - 12:16 AM