[::..In Two Places..::]
I'm a tad confused right now. You all know how I feel about Matt. I'm head over heals for him. But suddenly, I realized that what I always thought impossible, might just be happening to me.
I think I like another guy too. As in, I like two guys at once.
I always thought it was impossible. That there was no way I could like more then one guy at once seeing as how invested in a person I have to be, to like them. Yet there I was with the taste of jealously churning my stomach. My brain frying at the very idea. And now I idea wont leave me. I'm not sure yet. Or rather, I dont want to be sure yet. So I'm testing in the upcoming event. Who knows, maybe I'm being crazy. Maybe its just that I'm desperate. Hopefully I'll find out soon.
*sigh* What the hell is wrong with me. I keep picking guys that I not only have no chance with, but I shouldnt date. This one is worse though. I've really hit the low. This is the one guy that I CANT like, and here I am, thinking I might have a feeling or two for him that more then just friendship.
Pray for me, pray to whatever you worship. Please dont let this be true, or Cupid and I are gonna have to have a nice long chat. *grabs Ryuu*
ttyl and better days,
---Jessica
“Cupid's a dodgy little bastard, he is!”
Ron looked up from his latest death prediction for Professor Trelawney (Attack by a thousand enraged exploding budgrigars), confusion evident on his face.
“How d'you reckon that, mate?”
“Well, it's obvious, really. Look, the barmy little blighter never ages. He flits around wearing nothing but a nappy, shooting his blasted arrows all over the place, not caring in the least what damage he does.” He tossed his hands up in agitation. “I ask you, is that a proper sort of job to have? I think not!”
--- Dodgy by AKA_Hagrid (AGREED)
EDIT:
I think it died. The feelings for the 2nd guy. *lets out deep breath* That makes life a million times easier!
I think I like another guy too. As in, I like two guys at once.
I always thought it was impossible. That there was no way I could like more then one guy at once seeing as how invested in a person I have to be, to like them. Yet there I was with the taste of jealously churning my stomach. My brain frying at the very idea. And now I idea wont leave me. I'm not sure yet. Or rather, I dont want to be sure yet. So I'm testing in the upcoming event. Who knows, maybe I'm being crazy. Maybe its just that I'm desperate. Hopefully I'll find out soon.
*sigh* What the hell is wrong with me. I keep picking guys that I not only have no chance with, but I shouldnt date. This one is worse though. I've really hit the low. This is the one guy that I CANT like, and here I am, thinking I might have a feeling or two for him that more then just friendship.
Pray for me, pray to whatever you worship. Please dont let this be true, or Cupid and I are gonna have to have a nice long chat. *grabs Ryuu*
ttyl and better days,
---Jessica
“Cupid's a dodgy little bastard, he is!”
Ron looked up from his latest death prediction for Professor Trelawney (Attack by a thousand enraged exploding budgrigars), confusion evident on his face.
“How d'you reckon that, mate?”
“Well, it's obvious, really. Look, the barmy little blighter never ages. He flits around wearing nothing but a nappy, shooting his blasted arrows all over the place, not caring in the least what damage he does.” He tossed his hands up in agitation. “I ask you, is that a proper sort of job to have? I think not!”
--- Dodgy by AKA_Hagrid (AGREED)
EDIT:
I think it died. The feelings for the 2nd guy. *lets out deep breath* That makes life a million times easier!
Alura - 12:50 AM