[::..Logical MD Pt. II..::]
All right, well I’m sure that you all either read or heard about this already. But this is a less excited, hyper and more logical approach to the Matt situation. (Note: Again, in this entry, “Matt” refers to Subway Matt.)
You all already know that Jazel spilled the beans to Matt about me liking him. And I may or may not have told you the according to Indre he already suspected that it was him. His reason was a) When he thought for a brief while I like Bryan, I shot that down; b) when Indre and Tom (for some ungodly reason) thought I liked Brad, I shot that down with venom; and c) I wouldn’t tell him. I tell him just about anything he asks, and some things he doesn’t ask. And since I told Indre but not him, he figured that it was him. He’s one smart Asian. lol
Anyway, so Jazel flat out told him on Thursday that I like him. Bitch. (Trust me I had words with her and I’m still a bit mad at her but whatever. No use crying over spilled potion.) I knew that Matt had talked to Indre about it, and I really wanted to know what he said. I didn’t think it could have been too bad because I had seen him a few times since then and he even stayed an extra like 20 minutes at work to talk to me when his major philosophy about work is to “minimize time.” Well, as but as I wanted to ask, was going to not do something, stupid cliché and girly by asking her for gossip on him.
Well... yesterday Indre was writing a Valentine’s (S.A.D for the rest of us) note to her boyfriend, and asking me for advice. I helper he best I could (seeing as how love notes aren’t my thing) but I was getting kinda down listening to her. At one point my comment to her after a question was something like, "You do know that you’re making me depressed right?" She replied something like “Oh! I’m sorry.” And then she suggested that I write a note to Matt. I laughed. Loudly. And for a long time. I explained to her that I couldn't do that because a) it was too stereotypical and I live to defy stereotypes and b) I wasn't even sure how he was taking the whole I like him and I didn’t wanna make it worse. So she tells me that I don’t have to worry and then says something like “Want me to tell you what he said?” And then she did. ^_^
So here’s what he said: Matt apparently puts girls that he knows (especially ones he works with) in the "Friend" Category. [insert cringe here] But! He is apparently willing to “give it a try.” Just not now. He wants to see how things play out first, find out more about me, what we have in common, and what not before anything else. He’s worried that something may not work, or even way down the line we'll break up and since neither of us plan to quit soon, he doesn’t want to make work awkward.
That’s great news because it means that he’s honestly thinking about it. Also I have a chance. And most importantly that he’s at least serious to some degree because he's thinking about the future. Wow, a guy that thinks about things logically. What a change! (Sorry cheep but easy shot. j/k)
Back on topic though. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. It’s perfectly possible that with the way things play out, nothing will happen. But it’s nice to know I have hope and it’s nice to know that the thought wasn't revolting to him or anything. I’m going to try and stay calm though. Ball’s in his court. So I’m stuck where I was almost two years ago; waiting on Matt Time. It’s a different Matt but I still hate Matt time. It’s slow! Oh well, I'll get over it and hopefully Dang time is faster then Neylon time. Plus, if my previous experience has taught me anything it’s to not push anything and just let thing happen naturally. Patience is a virtue.
But seeing as how I’m an impatient person, I want to do something. I was thinking of asking him to the Spring Dance. (Seeing as how I quiet Y & G and I can go now.) I’m not gonna ask him now or anything. I’ll wait and give him time to, I guess, get a feel for the situation. If I ask, it’ll be the end of the month, or the beginning of March. That should be enough time seeing as how the dance is on the 18th. But for now, I’m not sure if I’m going to ask, I’ll just have to let him do what he deems right and see how things play out.
ttyl and (very) kinky sex dreams for all,
---Rhodes
You, breaking the circle
You, taking the light
You, you are the storyI should write
I have to write!
---Jamie, Shiksa Goddess, The Last Five Years
You all already know that Jazel spilled the beans to Matt about me liking him. And I may or may not have told you the according to Indre he already suspected that it was him. His reason was a) When he thought for a brief while I like Bryan, I shot that down; b) when Indre and Tom (for some ungodly reason) thought I liked Brad, I shot that down with venom; and c) I wouldn’t tell him. I tell him just about anything he asks, and some things he doesn’t ask. And since I told Indre but not him, he figured that it was him. He’s one smart Asian. lol
Anyway, so Jazel flat out told him on Thursday that I like him. Bitch. (Trust me I had words with her and I’m still a bit mad at her but whatever. No use crying over spilled potion.) I knew that Matt had talked to Indre about it, and I really wanted to know what he said. I didn’t think it could have been too bad because I had seen him a few times since then and he even stayed an extra like 20 minutes at work to talk to me when his major philosophy about work is to “minimize time.” Well, as but as I wanted to ask, was going to not do something, stupid cliché and girly by asking her for gossip on him.
Well... yesterday Indre was writing a Valentine’s (S.A.D for the rest of us) note to her boyfriend, and asking me for advice. I helper he best I could (seeing as how love notes aren’t my thing) but I was getting kinda down listening to her. At one point my comment to her after a question was something like, "You do know that you’re making me depressed right?" She replied something like “Oh! I’m sorry.” And then she suggested that I write a note to Matt. I laughed. Loudly. And for a long time. I explained to her that I couldn't do that because a) it was too stereotypical and I live to defy stereotypes and b) I wasn't even sure how he was taking the whole I like him and I didn’t wanna make it worse. So she tells me that I don’t have to worry and then says something like “Want me to tell you what he said?” And then she did. ^_^
So here’s what he said: Matt apparently puts girls that he knows (especially ones he works with) in the "Friend" Category. [insert cringe here] But! He is apparently willing to “give it a try.” Just not now. He wants to see how things play out first, find out more about me, what we have in common, and what not before anything else. He’s worried that something may not work, or even way down the line we'll break up and since neither of us plan to quit soon, he doesn’t want to make work awkward.
That’s great news because it means that he’s honestly thinking about it. Also I have a chance. And most importantly that he’s at least serious to some degree because he's thinking about the future. Wow, a guy that thinks about things logically. What a change! (Sorry cheep but easy shot. j/k)
Back on topic though. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. It’s perfectly possible that with the way things play out, nothing will happen. But it’s nice to know I have hope and it’s nice to know that the thought wasn't revolting to him or anything. I’m going to try and stay calm though. Ball’s in his court. So I’m stuck where I was almost two years ago; waiting on Matt Time. It’s a different Matt but I still hate Matt time. It’s slow! Oh well, I'll get over it and hopefully Dang time is faster then Neylon time. Plus, if my previous experience has taught me anything it’s to not push anything and just let thing happen naturally. Patience is a virtue.
But seeing as how I’m an impatient person, I want to do something. I was thinking of asking him to the Spring Dance. (Seeing as how I quiet Y & G and I can go now.) I’m not gonna ask him now or anything. I’ll wait and give him time to, I guess, get a feel for the situation. If I ask, it’ll be the end of the month, or the beginning of March. That should be enough time seeing as how the dance is on the 18th. But for now, I’m not sure if I’m going to ask, I’ll just have to let him do what he deems right and see how things play out.
ttyl and (very) kinky sex dreams for all,
---Rhodes
You, breaking the circle
You, taking the light
You, you are the storyI should write
I have to write!
---Jamie, Shiksa Goddess, The Last Five Years
Alura - 5:05 PM