[::..Why Do I Try?..::]
Alright, so Matt calls me and I'm trying to talk to him. Trying to be a freind to him, tell him whats happening in my life and.... it was useless. Most of the time I felt like he either didnt give a crap or wasnt listening. I mean I try to tell him about the essay I'm writing based off the book Half and Half that I read. He pretty much didn't care. After that I pretty much closed up and therewas basicly just awkward silence punctured by occasional comments. I mean, I'm trying. Really I am. But ugh. I just doesn't feel like he's open to anything I say. Maybe I'm being emo, maybe I'm over reacting. But really, could he at least act like he cared about what I said? That'd be nice. In my opinion either start acting like you care, or just give up. It seems like everytime I try to bridge the gap, it gets larger. And while I'm a very loud person, I'm getting tired of yelling across the canyon.
ttyl and better days,
---Rhodes
You never saw how much the crack had opened.
You never knew I had run out of rope.
---Jamie, Goodbye Until Tomorrow/I Could Never Rescue You, The Last Five Years
ttyl and better days,
---Rhodes
You never saw how much the crack had opened.
You never knew I had run out of rope.
---Jamie, Goodbye Until Tomorrow/I Could Never Rescue You, The Last Five Years
Alura - 6:24 AM