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"You have to make a choice between what is right and what is easy."
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Saturday, June 09, 2007

[::..Gone..::]

Monday is Matt's last day at Subway. Last, final, no more. I'll prolly never see him again after that. Never speak to him, never laugh with him, never confide in him, never touch him again.

What am I gonna do?

Maybe this is the perfect chance to get over him. But do I even want to get over him? I care for him so much, and then suddenly *poof* hes leaving. Maybe I should feel special, I was the 1st person he told because we spoke for like half an hour the other night. And even thought I had an warning that it might happen...

It hurts. Like after he left, Iris came on the radio and I wanted to cry. I dont know what to do. Hes notorious for not keeping in touch with people after leaving. Hes done it to Brad, Indre, Tom, Jason... I dont chance at seeing him again. Hes gone guys, the hot, smart, funny, caring asian that I've loved for so long, is finally leaving my life.

I'll never see him again.

ttyl and better days,
---Jessica

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strongI've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains you're
Gone

---Nysnc, Gone, Celebrity

Alura - 12:50 AM